Point A:
I love games. Who doesn't? Hell, I was raised by'em - well not to say that I've actually played the old time classics. But I can't even remember the first time I did gaming. It was like when, I first began speaking English? See the relation? I love'em so much, I don't buy pirated games anymore. To me its like having the obsolete when there's no more 'current'. Alotta Malaysians might find that dumb but dudes, I got ethics yo. At least a bit more of a decent morality than those rippin'off retailers in the mall. Well its all about showing your respect towards the game developers for creating and immersive product which'll keep you entertained if not for days, weeks.
So do I want to create/play games for a living?
Point B:
(loving physics was an interest which spawned from games)
I love physics. Shit man, talking of astronomy; cosmic collisions; Einstein's relativity; string theory; quarks just gives me the jizz. Having the knowledge to turn soil to robots, cars, computers. Haha its like turning the sand particles in a desert to a submarine or to give you a better impression, a fistful of your backyard soil (you know, the 'tanah') to handphones. Imagine how 'sayang' it'll be to later realize that you could've known this, and that, and this. Like again 'gile sayang dowh'. Damn, it'll be a waste to not know all these shit. Well it is to me. But then again, liking to know and liking to do are two different things. I've yet to discover the latter but to know, it's definitely a go.
So do I want to teach/do physics for a living?
Music is certainly a note to desire. But pursuing it full time ain't a smart move in a long run. It's a good thing that side of me will never run. Having a side music career may just be the opt.
- Time to make the adult move, seriously.